I'm tired of playing teacher to my past Cons-Alcoholics-and Starving artist. I'm finally whole. I find it cute and amusing that I maintain to have the same image after having Emma. My image is still clean. Shining, Sparking Clean. Do they not see how much damage my hourglass has been chipped away. I put myself on display just to be looked at -"Admired" and only the few with class try me enough until I go back on the shelf. I'm never confuse for "well"- Always handle has "Top". And because of that leads me in the arms of a guy who knows his liquor. Doesn't hesitate but to ask for me, rather then some generic brand. So, how can I find someone who is willing to handle me on regular basis. To always want Top -When Banker's Club is cheaper, about the same, and most people will never know the difference.
Guess, I'm just destined to be in the arms of a man to pick and choose. Rather, then to take me off the shelf permanently - When the cheap vodka that is easily reached by any common bartender is severed to any innocent man that wouldn't know the difference. When the slick over powering drunks always want to have in possession what's too high to reach. But the only one's that ever try...
Some men are selfish in that way, or maybe it's just immaturity. One day there will be that man who comes along and tries to not change you but help you heal and will do everything in his power to make you happy. And you kno what? The men that are worth it kno the difference between top shelf and well vodka. Those men kno, cheap vodka will always lead to a terrible hangover, and are always willing to go the extra mile, even if it means spending a few more bucks.
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